At a networking meeting that I co-host, I had a conversation with a couple of Reiki Masters….
I haven’t had a Reiki for myself for some time and have kept myself busy in various ways…. working on my business, the retreat…family…..day to day stuff…..
The question was asked…”what are you doing for YOU?” as I coughed, feeling it deep within my chest…. “what are you telling YOUR clients and not doing for yourself?”…..
I knew then, that there was no hiding…. no excuses! I couldn’t blame the alignment of the planets, other people…
Time to ‘fess up, so as to speak. Isn’t that what the metaphysics is all about? Oh Dear!! I felt all teary! Cough…Throat Chakra? One of the Reiki Masters chuckled… that’s her speciality… pushing buttons…..
Yes… I needed that…. someone to ‘call me’ on my authenticity!
isn’t it amusing how the Universe works? It sends you clients who tell you “stuff” that you need to work on for yourself.
There are two options..
- Be like the metaphorical ostrich and stick your head in the sand and ignore what is going on – pretend nothing is wrong and carry on….
- Do something about it…. take the oxygen mask that has dropped down and look after yourself first before looking after others…
I shared a little of what I was feeling at the meeting, still holding back on other issues that I thought I would work some more on changing my mindset.
A colleague popped her head into my office between clients and offered an opinion – and another friend phoned during a free moment…
I was feeling exhausted and hoping for the Universe to offer a solution….. which of course it did later this evening
… so with a few minutes left of a busy day, I have resolved to take up the offer of a Reiki and deal with some personal issues – so that I can be more present for the clients that have chosen to book in with me…..